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Dear Love...

 

Well... respecting some foreign readers of my blog, i decided to write in english up to now. Everyone who knows me even knows, that my english is a very easy one and I'm sure, that you are able to understand it. Come on, let's go.

Well... to be honest, i got to say - at the moment i don't know what's going on with me. my heart? my feelings... everything is so confusing to me, that i don't know, what they want to say to me. I feel lonely.

Everyone has his little matching part. Timo has Julia, Leonie has Philipp, Philipp has Leonie, Kyo has Ati... You'll get the feeling, that you are always the number two, even when you are in friendship with those persons. Okay, i know, it's logical, that it is like this, because they are in love with each other, but... when you always hear from all sides: oh please, wait a second, i'm phoning with my partner - or thinks like - no, i got no time, i meet my partner... or when you telling someone something importand and then, suddenly, during your talking, you are interruptet because the (fucking...) girlfriend or whatever is wanting something, you'll get the feeling... that you are unnecessary.

I feel... expendable.

I want to be someones number one, too. And i know the person. But this, my readers, will never be happening. Believe me. The only choice i have is to wait. Or to run away.

Everything will go by. Alles wird vorüber gehen.

10.12.07 14:53


Cold...

 

 

Ich habe niemals ein so schönes Deutschland zuvor gesehen. Alles ist mit Frost bedeckt - zwar ist es bitterkalt - aber so schön... So zerbrechlich.

Wahrscheinlich werde ich gleich meinen MP3player neu bespielen, mir heute Nachmittag, bevor es anfängt, dunkel zu werden, die Kamera krallen, und Photos machen gehen. Bei so einem tollen Bild bekommt sogar ein Stümper wie ich anständige Photos auf die Reihe.

Ansonsten... habe ich neulich in Limburg den Film "Der Pianist" ergattert... wunderbarer Film, kann man nur empfehlen. Vor allem... die Darstellung des Wladyslaw Szpilman *_* son... weltfremder, sensibler Pianist. Wunderbar. So einen will ich zum Mann XD

Und ansonsten.... am Dienstag wirds nen Fotoshoot mit Lenokie und Kyoshirou in Limburg geben * _ * alda... das wird so freude. Alles eigene Charaktere. Kyos Lawrence aus Heroine Crossside, meine Jessie aus Blutsonntag.... mwaha. Bei Lenokie wissen wa noch nich bescheid, die weiß noch nichma was von ihrem Glück xD

.....werd dann mal den kläglichen Versuch unternehmen, Photos machen zu gehen xD bis denne~

LG - Johnny / Anna / whatever xD

23.12.07 13:59


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